This one’s pretty self-exclamatory. Digressions include therapy homework, deeply engrained coping methods, cursed phone reminders, and last hurrahs. Plus, we tease a new segment and read a heartwarming review. Enjoy?

Content warning for self-harm methods, restriction (no numbers), suicidal ideation, and substance abuse.

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Credits:

* Referenced episode 1: #96.5 Lauren Spent the Weekend in the Psych Ward

* Referenced episode 2: #44 The Most Popular Girl in the Psych Ward feat. Lauren

* Edited by Christina Jumper

* Theme song is Insane OK by The Whines from Free Music Archive

*while supplies last

We meet for the first time in the new year and come to the conclusion that nothing has changed…or has it? Topics include future telling, faking it, falling apart, and an accidental poop joke. Enjoy!

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* Lauren’s personal Instagram: @lauren___afh

Credits:

* Edited by Christina Jumper

* Theme song is Insane OK by The Whines from Free Music Archive

*while supplies last

Join us as we limp across the 2025 finish line and reflect on the year’s whirlwind nature. Digressions include celebrating past guests, cute interactions with strangers, self-censorship on the pod, Six Feet Under, and…Michigan? Enjoy!

Thanks to everyone who gave us a listen or interacted with us this year! Here’s how to join the conversation in 2026:

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* Christina’s personal Instagram: @xtinajumper

* Christina’s Substack (crisis corner): xtinajumper.substack.com

* Lauren’s personal Instagram: @lauren___afh

Credits:

* Edited by Christina Jumper

* Theme song is Insane OK by The Whines from Free Music Archive

*while supplies last

A listener voicemail leads to a conversation about unexpected loss, handling grief, and traumatic holiday memories. Tangents include snow, creative writing exercises, and a bicycle metaphor. Enjoy!

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* Lauren’s personal Instagram: @lauren___afh

Credits:

* Edited by Christina Jumper

* Theme song is Insane OK by The Whines from Free Music Archive

*while supplies last

This week we tell stories from childhood and ask ourselves whether we’ve always been this way. Tangents include Barbie, nosebleeds, dancing while possibly concussed, and more fun stuff. Enjoy!

Content warning for sexual assault. Take care of yourselves.

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* Lauren’s personal Instagram: @lauren___afh

Credits:

* Edited by Christina Jumper

* Theme song is Insane OK by The Whines from Free Music Archive

*while supplies last

In this loosely structured episode, we discuss frustrations, malaise, spending too much time in the past, unconditional love, and the American shopping mall. Enjoy!

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* Lauren’s personal Instagram: @lauren___afh

Credits:

* Edited by Christina Jumper

* Theme song is Insane OK by The Whines from Free Music Archive

*while supplies last

We go all over the place in this episode! Topics include being suspected of relapsing, what motorcycle riding and aerial arts have in common, emotional scarcity impacting relationships, and tattoo scams on Facebook. Plus, Lauren says goodbye to an era and Christina enters a contest. Enjoy!

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* Lauren’s personal Instagram: @lauren___afh

Credits:

* Edited by Christina Jumper

* Theme song is Insane OK by The Whines from Free Music Archive

*while supplies last

Your cohosts are finally back for a regular episode to revisit the topic of magical thinking and mental health. Tangents include swear words and affirmations, burning away your demons, and Rocky Horror. Enjoy!

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* Lauren’s personal Instagram: @lauren___afh

Credits:

* Edited by Christina Jumper

* Theme song is Insane OK by The Whines from Free Music Archive

*while supplies last