When the people she thought cared about her shut her out, Nikki Casanova threw herself fully into the darkness.
In Part 2 of her testimony, Nikki shares the unraveling of her family, the sting of betrayal, and the absolute rock bottom she reached after she was separated from her children. The deep need to numb the pain began calling the shots: dictating where she went, who she stayed with, and what she endured.
This is a story about the places we run when the pain feels unbearable and what it costs to hide there.
▶ Pt 1 - https://spotifycreators-web.app.link/e/KFPjYPGSp6b
▶ Pt 3 - Available 9/28/26
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Thanks for watching the video Nikki Casanova: Rule #1: If I Couldn't Carry It, I Didn't Keep It (Testimony) | EP #83 (Pt 2)
Guest: Nicki Casanova
Host: Chad Beck
Sound: Steven Cooley
Editing: Chad Beck
00:00 - Intro and prayer
04:30 - Floundering Through Life
12:20 - A Surprise Twin Pregnancy and Quitting Cold Turkey
17:45 - A Traumatic Premature Birth and the Struggle to Bond
22:40 - Restaurant Job Tied to Money Laundering
26:10 - The Spiral Fracture and Waiting 24 Hours for Surgery
33:00 - Struggling to Bond
39:00 - Putting Up Walls and Turning to Drugs
48:33 - Trafficked
In this episode, Nikki mentions the Polaris Project and the dark reality of being taken advantage of while vulnerable. We want to remind our listeners that no matter how deep the darkness feels, there is always hope and a way out. If you or someone you know needs help, please contact the National Human Trafficking Hotline operated by the Polaris Project at 1-888-373-7888, text 233733, or visit polarisproject.org.