• I've been punishing myself sexually, feeling the shame and LIBERATION!
    Jun 27 2024

    Hey babes!!

    Whoa, it has been a long time since we've caught up! But it's for a good reason! I got so burnt out from over working that I was forced to slow down and rest. Resting allowed my mind slow down and BOOM I was finally confronted with feeling the shame from my sexual trauma bc I finally had the SPACE to think about things.

    These last 2 months have been so confronting and painful but now that i'm coming out the other side what I've learned and how I feel makes it all worth it.

    We are done running.

    Love you,
    Chris xoxo

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    21 min
  • It's What You're Not Saying That's Keeping You Stuck
    May 15 2024

    Hey babes!

    I am back with another podcast episode and this one is a HUGE lesson that I've come to learn from diving deep into my shadows particularly the shadow AVOIDANCE. Avoiding speaking my truth has gotten me into situations that were detrimental to my mental health and well being.

    Remaining silent in my pain only amplified the pain and made me feel completely isolated and alone in my struggles.

    But when I started to speak up my life changed for the better....DRASTICALLY. This was an epiphany that so many of us need to have in order to move forward in life and I hope this episode empowers you to start being REAL about how you feel and know that you matter!

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    Love you all,
    Christin
    StayHYPE

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    20 min
  • Suppressed Emotions & Feeling Numb Towards My Inner Child And Traumatic Experiences
    Apr 20 2024

    Hey Babes!

    I'm back with another episode and this one is all about THE INNER CHILD! We cannot heal from our sexual trauma without acting FEELING the emotions associated with our abuse. I talk about how it is still hard for me to connect with what happened to me in a compassionate way and how I still feel numb at times.

    Seeing my younger self as a separate entity has really helped me so empathy for myself the same way I do for others.

    If you can relate, just know you are not alone and this process takes TIME!

    If you are experiencing sexualo abuse currently or need someone to talk to please reach out 24/7 to the: National Sexual Assault Hotline- 1-800-656-4673

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    21 min
  • Not Feeling Sexy, Masking My Pain Through Comedy & Coping Mechanisms
    Mar 21 2024

    Hey Babe!!

    Welcome back to another episode and thank you so much for your support on the last one! This week I discuss how I disconnected from my sensuality and how that made me feel over the years. I will also go into the way I would mask my pain and make light of if through jokes which I know is a very common mask. If you can relate to this episode just know you are not alone and the reason we mask is to protect ourselves.

    If you need support or help please don't hesitate to call:

    National Sexual Assault Hotline
    1-800-656-4673
    open 24 hours

    I love you so much and thank you for your continued support!

    Chris xoxo

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    19 min
  • Shame Around Porn, Silencing My 'NO' and Being Assaulted In Public
    Mar 7 2024

    Hey babes!

    I am back with another episode and this one was more challenging to make. I have carried a lot of shame and guilt around these topics but I feel so free to finally talk about it. If this episode hits home for you, please know you are not alone and that your pain is my pain. We are one and together we can heal.

    If you need support please call the National Sexual Assault Hotline -1-800-656-4673
    which is open 24 hours a day!

    I love you
    Chris xoxo

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    25 min
  • Physical Numbness, Faking Orgasms and Cannabis
    Feb 22 2024

    Hey babes!

    I am back with another episode of me new series "No More Suffering In Silence" and today I am talking all about losing feeling after sexual trauma. My body totally shut down and I thought something was physically wrong with me growing up. I could never climax during actually penetration and it made me extremely anxious, insecure and depressed. But there was nothing wrong with my physically and turns out it was all emotional...if you resonate with this, you're going to want to listen up!

    You're not alone in this and I hope this series empowers you to speak your truth and start being more intentional with your healing. YOU DESERVE PLEASURE :)

    Love you,
    Chris xoxo
    StayHYPE✨

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    24 min
  • Grooming, Victim Shame and Feeling Broken
    Feb 9 2024

    Hey babes!

    I am back with episode 2 of my new series "No More Suffering In Silence" and by the title you can see that I will be discussing they ways in which I was sexually groomed not only in childhood but in my adulthood as well. I will talk about victim shame and how that has impacted my mental health and willingness to speak out and also how mentally, emotionally and physically broken I felt up until I started to empower myself and speak out. I hope that if this resonates with you, you know you're not alone and that your truth and feelings matter!

    If you need support I urge you to join my LIVES on TikTok as we have built a very beautiful community over there with like minded individuals who get it!

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    25 min
  • Dissociation, Fear Of Intimacy and Finally Speaking My Truth
    Nov 18 2023

    Hey Babes,

    Welcome to season 2 of the StayHYPE Podcast. I finally feel ready to talk about my sexual assault and trauma. Unfortunately I know 1 out of 4 women who come across this episode has been sexually harassed or assaulted in some way. This is why I feel called to share these intimate details of my life with the hopes of making even one person feel less alone.

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    17 min