AJ Mendez, known to WWE fans around the world as AJ Lee, returns to State of Mind and has a deeply honest and powerful conversation Maurice. They talked about growing up tough, surviving pressure, living with bipolar disorder, and returning to the wrestling spotlight with a healthier sense of self.

AJ opens up about her childhood, her mother’s mental health journey, hospitalization, therapy, routine, and the tools that help her separate herself from dark thoughts. She also shares why she named the darker side of her bipolar disorder “Jean,” how she learned to manage anxiety before stepping back into the ring, and why support, treatment, and self-awareness look different for everyone.

For lifelong WWE fans, this is a rare look at the person behind AJ Lee. For anyone navigating their own mental health journey, it is a reminder that a diagnosis does not have to define you. With the right tools, support, and honesty, what feels like a weakness can become part of your strength.

In this episode, Maurice and AJ discuss bipolar disorder, wrestling, anxiety, depression, WWE, mental health support, creative work, marriage, storytelling, and why living with a mental health condition can become a superpower.

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Maurice Benard welcomes his son Joshua Benard back to State of Mind for a deeply personal conversation about music, acting, anxiety, depression, family, and the creative life.

After a powerful performance at The Hotel Cafe, Joshua opens up about finding his identity as a songwriter, moving from songs rooted in pain to music that also makes room for joy. He and Maurice talk honestly about sleep, depression, bipolar disorder, what it feels like to watch a parent struggle with mental health, and why openness can be both necessary and complicated.

The conversation also moves into creativity, performance, artistic influences, acting versus music, Chris Martin’s unforgettable advice to “don’t stop,” and Joshua’s perspective on pain as something that cannot always be measured or ranked. The episode closes with an intimate live acoustic performance from Joshua.

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Maurice Benard welcomes Andrew Hawkes from General Hospital for a raw and heartfelt conversation about acting, anxiety, addiction, depression, family, and survival. Andrew shares how undiagnosed ADD shaped his childhood, how acting gave him focus, and how recovery, therapy, and love helped him find gratitude after some of the darkest seasons of his life. A deeply human episode about staying alive long enough to discover what life still has waiting for you.

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Actor and director Marcus Coloma joins Maurice Benard for an honest and wide-ranging conversation about General Hospital, acting, anxiety, Scientology, faith, friendship, fatherhood, and the personal choices that have helped him grow.

Marcus opens up about his time on General Hospital, the fear and pressure that came with performing, how he found more confidence as an actor, and why his friendship with Maurice allows them to talk openly about complicated subjects. The conversation also moves into Marcus’s experience with Scientology and Dianetics, his perspective on anxiety and the mind, his recent decision to step away from dating apps and social media, and the self-discipline he has been practicing in his personal life.

In this episode:

• Marcus Coloma reflects on his time at General Hospital • Maurice and Marcus discuss anxiety, fear, and mental health • Marcus shares how Scientology and Dianetics shaped his life • The two friends talk about faith, friendship, and acceptance • Marcus opens up about celibacy, social media, fatherhood, and personal growth

A thoughtful, funny, and surprisingly vulnerable episode about identity, belief, performance, and what it means to keep becoming yourself.

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In this deeply personal solo episode of State of Mind, Maurice Benard looks back on more than three decades of playing Sonny Corinthos on General Hospital. Maurice opens up about the early days of landing the role, battling bipolar disorder and nervous breakdowns behind the scenes, and the producers and castmates who helped carry him through some of the darkest moments of his life.

From unforgettable storylines with Vanessa Marcil, Steve Burton, Sarah Brown, and Tony Geary to the deeply emotional Alzheimer’s storyline inspired by his own father’s battle with the disease, Maurice reflects on the scenes, relationships, and performances that shaped both his career and his personal journey. This is an honest conversation about acting, creativity, mental health, resilience, and finding purpose through storytelling and connection.

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Actor and filmmaker Josh Murray joins Maurice Benard for a deeply honest conversation about soccer, acting, depression, journaling, and finding a way back to yourself through art. From his role on General Hospital to his new film Gym Rat, Josh opens up about pain, purpose, and why talking about mental health can help people feel less alone. *If you or someone you know is struggling, help is available. Call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, or chat via 988lifeline.org. Support is free, confidential, and available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week

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What is it really like to live with bipolar disorder, depression, and anxiety—and why are so many people still afraid to talk about it?

On this episode of State of Mind, Maurice Benard sits down with actress, model, and musician Léa Marcastel for an honest and deeply personal conversation about mental health, trauma, and healing. Together, they explore what it means to struggle with depression from a young age, feel misunderstood, and navigate the invisible weight of anxiety and emotional pain.

Léa Marcastel shares her journey growing up feeling invalidated, battling depression and suicidal thoughts, and eventually finding healing through therapy, journaling, meditation, and self awareness. The conversation also dives into addiction, including the hidden impact of marijuana use on mental health, and why substances that feel helpful at first can quietly become a crutch.

Maurice opens up about his own experience with bipolar disorder, the importance of staying ahead of mental health struggles, and why building daily habits like mindfulness, exercise, and emotional awareness can make all the difference. Together, they break down the stigma around mental illness and explain why talking openly about these challenges is one of the most powerful steps toward healing.

This episode covers:

• Bipolar disorder, depression, and anxiety
• Therapy, journaling, and meditation for mental health
• Addiction, marijuana use, and emotional dependency
• Trauma, PTSD, and feeling disconnected from yourself
• Building habits to stay mentally strong and grounded

If you have ever struggled with mental health, felt alone in your thoughts, or are looking for ways to better understand yourself or someone you love, this conversation is a reminder that you are not alone and that healing is possible. *If you or someone you know is struggling, help is available. Call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, or chat via 988lifeline.org. Support is free, confidential, and available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week

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WARNING: This episode talks about suicide, which some people may find disturbing. If you are having thoughts of suicide, know there is help and you are not alone.

Support: Call or text 988 Chat: 988lifeline.org Maurice Benard sits down with actor Nathan Dean Parsons for a deeply personal conversation about bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, and suicide. Together, they open up about living with mental health challenges, the pain of losing a loved one to suicide, and the overwhelming feeling of being a burden. This powerful State of Mind episode explores what it takes to keep going, the importance of support systems, and why honest conversations about mental health can help others feel less alone.

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