Should you meditate… or should you pull tarot cards? Should you sit in silence… or seek answers through divination?

If you’ve ever wondered which spiritual practice is “right” for you—or felt torn between trusting your inner voice and seeking guidance from the universe—this episode is for you.

In this deeply grounding and soul-expanding conversation, we explore the true difference between meditation and divination, why they are not opposing practices, and how each one serves a unique and sacred role on your healing journey.

Meditation helps you turn inward—into stillness, presence, and your own inner knowing. Divination helps you open upward and outward—into universal wisdom, synchronicity, and divine guidance.

Both are powerful. Both are sacred. And when used intentionally, they work beautifully together.

This episode is especially for those who have already done the awareness work—who have begun feeling, releasing, and reconnecting with themselves—and are now ready to realign spiritually, deepen trust, and move forward with clarity and peace.

✨ What meditation actually is (and why you’re not “bad at it”) ✨ Why meditation isn’t about stopping your thoughts—but learning to be with them ✨ How meditation supports nervous system regulation, emotional release, and inner clarity ✨ What divination really is—and why it’s not “cheating” or outsourcing your intuition ✨ How tarot, oracle cards, pendulums, and other tools act as mirrors for your soul ✨ The energetic and spiritual principles behind divination and synchronicity ✨ When meditation is the medicine—and when divination is the message ✨ How to use both practices together without spiritual bypassing ✨ A simple daily practice combining meditation and divination for guidance and integration ✨ Common blocks, doubts, and fears around spiritual practices—addressed with compassion

• How to know when you need inner listening versus external guidance

• Why meditation builds trust in your own wisdom

• How divination can offer clarity, confirmation, and courage without creating dependency

• How to stay empowered, grounded, and aligned—rather than confused or overwhelmed

• Why the goal of both practices is the same: living in alignment with your soul’s truth

• You feel spiritually curious but unsure which practices to use

• You’ve done emotional healing work and are ready to realign with your higher self

• You want a balance of grounded presence and divine connection

• You crave clarity, peace, and a deeper relationship with the universe

• You want spiritual tools that support real-life aligned action—not escape

If you’ve ever wondered why healing feels so hard, even after therapy, self-help books, mindset work, or spiritual practices, this episode may change everything for you.

In this episode of Jotindi: Journey to the Inner Divine, we explore a foundational truth that is often overlooked in trauma healing: healing cannot happen until your nervous system feels safe.

You’ll learn why trauma is not stored in your thoughts, but in your body and nervous system, and why trying to “think positive,” push through fear, or force emotional processing can actually keep you stuck. If you’ve felt overwhelmed, numb, anxious, shut down, or like nothing you try ever really sticks, there is nothing wrong with you. Your nervous system is doing exactly what it was designed to do: protect you.

This episode gently explains the three main nervous system states, ventral vagal, fight or flight, and freeze or shutdown, and why most people with trauma spend years bouncing between anxiety and numbness without ever accessing the state where true healing happens. You’ll discover why your body may resist healing work, vulnerability, or emotional processing, even when you consciously want to move forward.

We also talk about why safety is the first step to healing, not facing your trauma, reliving the past, or diving into painful memories before your body is ready. You’ll learn how small, gentle practices that calm your nervous system are often far more powerful than forcing big breakthroughs, and why healing happens through regulation, not pressure.

This episode is especially for you if:

• You feel stuck despite “doing the work”

• You experience anxiety, panic, numbness, dissociation, or emotional shutdown

• You’ve been told to just think differently, face your fears, or process your emotions, and it hasn’t helped

• You want to heal trauma in a way that feels safe, compassionate, and sustainable

• You want to understand your nervous system instead of fighting it

By the end of this episode, you’ll walk away with a deeper sense of self-compassion, a clearer understanding of why healing may have felt out of reach, and a grounded sense of hope. You’ll learn that you are not broken, not failing, and not behind. Your body is protecting you, and with the right approach, it can learn that it’s safe to heal.

This episode is designed to stabilize, soothe, and prepare you for deeper healing work ahead by starting with the most important foundation of all: nervous system safety.

Anger is one of the most misunderstood emotions—and one of the most powerful.

In this episode, we explore anger not as something to suppress, fear, or discharge, but as an intelligent messenger that carries deep information about our values, boundaries, and inner truth.

You’ll learn how to distinguish between righteous (justified) anger and blaming anger, why both have meaning, and how unprocessed anger can quietly turn into resentment when its message is ignored.

We’ll talk about:

• The difference between righteous anger and blaming anger

• Why righteous anger is rooted in values, boundaries, and moral clarity

• How blaming anger often protects us from vulnerability, grief, or responsibility

• The moment anger turns into resentment—and why resentment drains our energy

• How to listen to anger without becoming it

• What it means to respond to anger with alignment instead of reactivity

You’ll also be guided through a framework for uncovering the deeper truth beneath anger, so it can complete its cycle and return you to integrity, self-trust, and peace.

Anger isn’t here to live inside us. It’s here to inform us—then guide us back to alignment.

To support you in integrating this work, I’ve created a free anger integration practice to go along with this episode.

This grounded, embodied practice will help you:

• Safely feel anger without suppressing or exploding

• Identify whether your anger is calling for responsibility, boundaries, or release

• Prevent righteous anger from turning into resentment

• Respond in a way that honors your values and your nervous system

www.mariahaurora.com/freebie/anger

If you’re ready to go deeper, I’ll be opening three spots only in January for a 1:1 Coaching & Healing Intensive.

This work is for those who want to:

• Work honestly with difficult emotions like anger, grief, and fear

• Reconnect with their inner authority and truth

• Move forward with clarity, self-trust, and emotional integrity

www.mariahaurora.com/workwithme

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Feeling stuck, overwhelmed, or unsure where to begin on your healing journey? You’re not broken; and you don’t need to relive your trauma to move forward.

In this episode of Jotindi: Journey to the Inner Divine, Mariah gently breaks down the healing journey through a trauma-informed, nervous-system-safe lens, helping you understand why healing can feel nonlinear and how alignment, emotional freedom, and purpose actually unfold over time.

This episode introduces The Healing Arc, a compassionate framework that honors your body, energy, and lived experiences while guiding you toward sustainable emotional and spiritual healing.

• Why healing isn’t about “fixing yourself” and what actually creates lasting change

• How trauma, overwhelm, and emotional patterns live in the nervous system and energy field

• The difference between pushing through pain vs. healing in a way that feels safe and supportive

• How alignment and purpose naturally emerge once emotional energy begins to clear

• Where you might be on your own healing journey, and what your next gentle step could be

Rather than offering quick fixes or spiritual bypassing, this episode creates clarity, grounding, and permission to heal at your own pace without pressure, shame, or forcing transformation before you’re ready.

If you’re drawn to energy healing, nervous system regulation, emotional healing, spiritual growth, or finding your life purpose, this episode will help you feel seen, supported, and less alone on the path.

Healing is not a race. Alignment comes from safety. And emotional freedom is possible, even if you can’t see how yet.

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If you’ve ever felt like you’re the only one who can’t be "fixed," this episode is your sacred permission to stop trying. Discover the difference between being "broken" and being "wounded," and why your body is biologically designed to return to wholeness.

In today’s episode, we’re exploring a question that so many women carry quietly in their hearts. The question that echoes in the aftermath of trauma, heartbreak, and years of holding everything together for everyone else. The question that can feel too heavy to speak aloud:

Am I too broken to heal?

If you’ve ever wondered whether you’re somehow beyond repair, if life has taken too much from you, or if your pain means something is wrong with you, this episode will feel like a soft hand on your heart. Together, we walk through what it really means to feel “broken,” why those feelings show up, and why they’re never the truth of who you are.

You’ll hear stories, spiritual insights, and grounded wisdom about the purpose pain plays in transformation. You’ll learn why healing is always possible, no matter how deep the wounds may feel. And you’ll be reminded that even in the moments when everything feels dark, there is a spark of light inside you that doesn’t go out.

Inside this episode, we explore:

• Why feeling “broken” is a reflection of overwhelm, not identity

• The spiritual purpose behind emotional pain and difficult seasons

• How to gently shift from self-blame into self-understanding

• What healing actually looks like in real life (not the polished version social media sells)

• The truth about resilience and why your spirit is far stronger than you realize

• The first steps to reclaiming hope, wholeness, and direction

If your soul has been longing for reassurance, if you crave a reminder that you are not alone and not beyond healing, this episode will meet you right where you are and guide you forward with compassion.

Want to go deeper? Download your free Clarity Map to support your journey: mariahaurora.com/freebie/clarity

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In this deeply grounding and practical episode, Mariah guides you through the two very different forms of “stuckness” — mental/emotional and energetic — and helps you understand which one your soul may be experiencing right now.

If you’ve been feeling heavy, foggy, unmotivated, or disconnected from your spark… or if your mind has been spinning, looping, or freezing… this conversation will feel like a breath of fresh air.

Together, we explore what “stuck” really means, why it shows up, and the gentle, powerful ways you can begin to move your energy again — starting today.

Mariah breaks down the difference between:

• Mental/Emotional Stuckness: overwhelm, racing thoughts, freeze mode, perfectionism, fear.

• Energetic Stuckness: heaviness, low motivation, fatigue, disconnection from your inner spark.

Clear signs and indicators to help you pinpoint whether your stuckness is coming from your mind… or your energy system.

• “Stuck” is a message — not a mistake.

• Mental stuckness is a thought pattern; energetic stuckness is an energy pattern.

• You don’t have to push, force, or shame yourself into movement.

• With the right tools, you can shift your energy gently, lovingly, and immediately.

The Clarity Map

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