On this episode, Gamal Turawa, otherwise known as G shares his experience of being Farmed as a child, growing up with abuse from his biological family, being abandoned and homeless on the streets of Lagos, Nigeria and eventually becoming the first openly gay Black officer on the British police force. This episode is a testament to miracle meeting resilience

On this episode, Stanley J Browne sits down with author and mental health advocate, Ben Ashcroft to talk about their shared experiences of care, young offenders institutions, addiction and recovery. This is a heartfelt, honest conversation between two kindred spirits.

On this episode, Stanley J Browne sits down with foster parent, drummer and director, Mike McKenzie in a first-ever sit down with someone on the opposite side of his care experience.

In this episode, Stanley J. Browne sits down with Ronnie Archer-Morgan, Antiques Roadshow Expert to chat about their shared experience of growing up with mother's that had schizophrenia, the reality of the abuse that this brought to their home life, the burdens they carried as the oldest sons/brothers and the healing that they have found in creative pursuits.

“Maybe if someone had spoken to me about how I felt, I might have told them how I lay awake longing for life to go back to the way it was; how I was terrified of Mum; how I worried about her, too, and my sisters; how I had a constant grinding in my belly; how I didn’t understand that Mum couldn’t simply be fixed.” - Stanley J. Browne

Hosted by Stanley J. Browne, How Do You Feel Now is a conversation between men who have grown up with mental disorder at home, in the care system, have struggled in school and have reclaimed their voices through creative pursuit. It is unfiltered conversations about hard pasts and colourful presents that remind us that what we see of a person in public does not always tell us about their private lives.