Life can bury our original voice beneath rejection, responsibility, and survival, but it cannot destroy it.

In Episode 37, I share an encounter with a massive old IYour Majesty and what she helped me recognize about taking up space, trusting my voice, and returning to the woman I was created to be.

What part of you existed before you learned to become smaller?

What has been buried beneath your survival?

Are you still asking permission to occupy the life God gave you?

That tree did not give me my sovereignty. She reminded me that it had always been there.

The Sovereign Root Butterfly The Becoming

Some Nights, the Past Comes Looking for You is about those quiet hours when old fears return and suddenly everything you thought you had moved beyond is standing in the room with you again.

In this deeply personal episode of Butterfly The Becoming, I share what happened when I recognized that the fear consuming me belonged to a version of myself who had spent years learning how to survive. Rather than fighting her or allowing her fear to take over, I finally understood why she was there.

This episode is for anyone who has ever discovered that moving forward doesn't always mean the past stops calling—it means you no longer have to answer it the same way. If you've ever awakened in the night carrying yesterday, worrying about tomorrow, and searching for something greater than fear to guide you, this story may feel like your own.

What if the answers you’ve been searching for aren’t somewhere ahead of you?

A forgotten dream. Something you’ve done naturally for years. A gift you never thought to call a gift. Pieces of your life that seemed completely unrelated at the time.

In this episode of Butterfly The Becoming, I look back at my own life and uncover a pattern I had missed for decades — one that changed the way I think about purpose, God’s direction, and the question so many of us carry: What is my purpose?

Maybe finding your way isn’t always about discovering something new.

Maybe there are things your life has been showing you all along.

The Answers Were Already There.