Ever look in your closet and wonder: who am I actually dressing for? In this episode, Samantha Fox and polyamory coach Heidi Savell get radically honest about ditching “the male gaze” and rediscovering style as true self-expression. From family scripts to femme fatigue, queer visibility to creative play, Sam and Heidi share their journeys—awkward moments, aha’s, and joy included. If you’re ready to trade ‘flattering’ for authentic and wear what lights you up (especially this holiday season), hit play. Your closet—and your soul—may never look the same.

• Welcome – Sam and polyamory coach & dear friend Heidi Savell dive deep into style, identity, and the unlearning of dressing for the male gaze.
• The Wake-Up Call – Both share personal stories of realizing their fashion choices were unconsciously shaped for male approval—and what happens when you opt out.
• Identity, Family & Femme Conditioning – How families (and society) teach compulsory femininity, “flattering” bodies, and critical self-gaze.
• Evolving Style – Heidi’s journey from compulsory “flattering” and femme to playful, creative self-expression—and how Sam’s path moved her toward androgyny.
• Queerness & Clothing – How clothing choices both reflect and shape queer visibility, and the relief of dressing for your own joy.
• Fashion as Art – Reframing style as an evolving personal art project, not a contest to shrink or please.
• Creative Experiments – From playing dress-up to thrift treasure-hunting, learning to find clothes that truly feel like “you.”
• Holiday Encouragement – Listeners are invited to claim joy, break the “shoulds,” and use fashion as a form of authentic self-celebration—especially as a New Year begins.

“Let your clothing be a canvas for your evolving self—not a uniform for someone else’s gaze.”

Highlight Themes: Unlearning, queer identity, family legacy, creative expression, joy in fashion, body image, and letting yourself take up space.

Learn more about Heidi Savell on IG @Steadypolyamory