What does it take to believe in yourself when you’ve grown up feeling like the problem?

For Corrie Mustafa, a small sense of purpose began in the 24-hour gym opposite his temporary accommodation. Boxing brought routine, friendship and people who wanted him to do well.

In this episode of The Lonely Chapter, Corrie joins Sam Maclean to reflect on growing up with ADHD, autism and Tourette’s, his experience of emotional neglect, and the loneliness of feeling misunderstood. We talk about how childhood experiences shape self-worth and relationships, finding belonging through boxing, and dealing with setbacks when you’ve put everything into something.

Corrie also shares what supporting other people now means to him, how his partner has helped him understand himself, and why having direction doesn’t mean the difficult days have disappeared.

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Being told to talk isn’t the same as being heard.

In this conversation, consultant clinical psychologist Martin Seager returns to The Lonely Chapter for episode 121.

We explore masculinity, emotional wellbeing and the difference between encouraging someone to talk and helping them feel understood.

From boys’ experiences at school to men’s groups and male-friendly therapy, we discuss listening, loneliness and belonging. I also ask whether the pressure to provide can leave men tying their self-worth to what they do for others, and why male victims of domestic abuse can struggle to be heard.

Listen to our first conversation:

Why Men Struggle in Silence | Martin Seager on Men’s Mental Health.

Explore Martin’s work through The Centre for Male Psychology and his article, Making better connections with men and boys.

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Some truths are hardest to tell the people we love.

LBC presenter Iain Dale hears them on live radio. In this conversation with Sam on The Lonely Chapter, he reflects on the trust that leads callers to share things they have never told their partners, friends or families.

We begin with Constance, a regular caller approaching her 102nd birthday, who wondered whether she would speak to him again. Her call opens a conversation about listening, empathy and the human connection between a radio presenter and someone they have never met.

Iain discusses coming out to his parents at 40, finding his opportunity at LBC at 48, and the online abuse that left him tearful on the train home. Sam draws on his experience volunteering with Samaritans as they explore emotional boundaries and what it means to listen to someone in distress.

They also discuss social media anger, refusing to manufacture a rant for a clip, the future of radio in the age of YouTube, and Iain’s memoir, Have I Said Too Much? My Life in Politics & the Media.

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Iain’s podcasts, book and website

• Where Politics Meets History — with Iain Dale and Tessa Dunlop
• Iain Dale All Talk
• Have I Said Too Much? My Life in Politics & the Media
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• X / Twitter
• Instagram

Someone can look as though they’re coping while carrying pain other people don’t see.

For Suicide Awareness Month, I’ve brought together moments from seven previous episodes of The Lonely Chapter about struggling privately, feeling heard, and what helped people through.

Dr Susie Bennett begins by exploring the pressure some men feel to appear fine. Brandon Day shares the gap between outward success and private distress. Martin Seager and Lisa Sugarman consider what it means to listen well. Jason Kubiak recalls practical support during divorce and homelessness, while Liz McConaghy reflects on losing the identity and belonging military life had given her. We return to Susie to consider immediate safety and longer-term support.

This compilation moves from hidden pain to the relationships, conversations and practical help that mattered in people’s lives. I hope it helps you understand yourself, or someone you know and love, a little better.

Content note: This episode discusses suicide, suicidal thoughts and mental health struggles. Please take care of yourself as you listen.

SUPPORT

If anything here feels familiar, support is available. In the UK, you can call Samaritans free, day or night, on 116 123.

Samaritans support information:

https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/contact-samaritan/

ORIGINAL EPISODES

Find these titles in The Lonely Chapter’s back catalogue, listed in the order their extracts appear:

1. Why Men Hide Their Pain Until They Break | Dr Susie Bennett | #107
2. When High Performance Leads to Burnout | Brandon Day | #105
3. Why Men Struggle in Silence | Martin Seager on Men’s Mental Health
4. How to Start Difficult Mental Health Conversations That Really Help - Lisa Sugarman
5. Why Strong Men Don’t Always Ask for Help | Jason Kubiak | #110
6. Why Peace Was Harder to Survive Than War | Liz McConaghy | #111
7. The Hidden Epidemic of Male Suicide | Dr. Susie Bennett

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Sometimes you can do everything right and still lose.

You can prepare properly and still fail. Treat someone well and still be left. Work hard for an opportunity and receive no answer. So how do you live well when effort cannot guarantee the outcome?

In this solo episode, Sam explores Stoicism as a practical philosophy for the moments when reality refuses to cooperate. Drawing on ideas from Epictetus, Seneca and Marcus Aurelius, he examines the difference between what we can control, what we can influence and what we eventually have to accept.

Through stories about relationship boundaries, rejection, a triathlon in which almost everything went wrong, fear in the fire service and lessons learned while volunteering with Samaritans, Sam considers how easily we add painful interpretations to difficult facts.

He also explores the difference between emotional regulation and emotional suppression, why resilience can become harmful endurance, and how modern Stoicism is sometimes used as an excuse to avoid vulnerability. The episode ends with a practical reflection involving control, acceptance, the four Stoic virtues and memento mori: the reminder that our time is finite.

This is an episode about responsibility without certainty, overthinking, emotional wellbeing and deciding what deserves your limited attention.

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What does it really take to lead when you don’t know the right answer, and the consequences of getting it wrong are real?

Dave Berke is a retired US Marine Corps fighter pilot, former TOPGUN instructor and ground combat leader who served in Ramadi alongside Jocko Willink and Leif Babin. Today, he is Chief Development Officer at Echelon Front and the author of The Need to Lead.

In this conversation, Dave takes us inside what TOPGUN actually teaches about decision-making, humility and remaining calm under pressure. He explains why leadership is learned rather than inherited, how to remain decisive without becoming convinced you are right, and how he earned the trust of Marines who had far more ground combat experience than him.

Dave also reflects on assigning his own team to Ramadi, losing Corporal Chris Leon, carrying responsibility without being consumed by guilt and returning to his family just six days later. He shares why the emotional control that served him in combat could not simply be switched off at home, and what his wife and children have subsequently taught him about leadership.

This is a conversation about ambition, trust, loss, emotional control and what leadership demands from us in the cockpit, in combat and around the people we love.

Find Dave:

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/davidrberke/

Echelon Front: https://echelonfront.com/

Dave’s Echelon Front profile: https://echelonfront.com/instructors/dave-berke/

Why can someone appear to be doing fine, stay busy and remain constantly connected—yet still feel that they belong nowhere?

Christian d’Ippolito is the founder of The Spartan Project and former leader of Steel Warriors, an anti-knife-crime charity that transforms confiscated knives into outdoor community gyms. After almost two decades in media and marketing, Christian began applying what he knew about storytelling and influence to community building, youth empowerment and social impact.

Christian and Sam discuss why everyone needs somewhere to belong, what can draw young people towards destructive communities, and why removing bad choices means little if society fails to offer credible alternatives.

They also explore the limitations of individualised self-improvement, the loss of trusted role models, material pressure, AI’s growing influence, calisthenics as a tool for measurable progress, and the small actions that can move someone from isolation towards community.

The conversation ultimately returns to one question: what is your definition of success, and how much of that definition is genuinely yours?

Find Christian at https://www.instagram.com/dippo/

Discover The Spartan Project at https://www.thespartanproject.world/

She looks happy. The grief is still there.

Rosie Moss has built a beautiful life, raised three children she adores and created a career she loves. She is also still grieving the husband she lost eight and a half years ago.

Both things are true.

In this episode, Rosie explains the hidden duality of widowhood: the joy that people can find uncomfortable in the early days, the pain they stop noticing years later, and the smallest moments that can suddenly bring everything rushing back.

Rosie’s husband, Ben, died in a scuba-diving accident, but his body was never found. She shares what it means to live with grief without closure, why part of the mind continues to ask “what if?”, and how moving forward is not the same as moving on.

We also discuss alcohol and grief, Rosie’s journey into sobriety, solo parenting after sudden loss, raising grieving children, late-diagnosed autism and ADHD, widow’s fire and the shame surrounding it, and why another relationship cannot erase the grief of losing your partner.

Rosie also offers practical advice on how to support someone who is grieving, why saying “let me know if you need anything” places an impossible burden on them, and the small acts of kindness that can remain with somebody for years.

This is an honest and deeply human conversation about widowhood, ambiguous loss, sobriety, parenting through grief and learning to let happiness return without leaving the person you loved behind.

Find Rosie and Widowed AF:

Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/widowed-af-real-stories-of-love-grief-and-beyond/id1664731014

Website: https://www.widowedaf.com

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/widowed_af/