My final farewell to the listeners.

What happens when the person you have shared almost your entire adult life with is suddenly gone—and you are left trying to work out who you are without them?

In this deeply honest episode of Real Unfiltered Dad Journeys, Steve sits down with Michael, a father, grandfather and widower who lost his wife, Neryl, after 44 years of marriage. Michael reflects on becoming a dad at 25, missing the birth of his first daughter because he was playing hockey, being known as the “bad cop” of the family and eventually becoming the grandfather affectionately known as Grumpy.

But the heart of this conversation is what happened after Neryl died.

Michael speaks openly about the first months of grief, the crushing silence of an empty home and why evenings remain the hardest part of his day. He shares how simple phone calls, late-night walks and ordinary conversations helped him survive—and why supporting someone through grief does not require perfect words or solutions. Sometimes, it simply means picking up the phone, listening and creating a safe place for them to talk.

Steve and Michael also explore why men often suppress their emotions, the fear of crying in front of others and the pressure to appear as though everything is under control. Together, they challenge the belief that strength means holding everything inside.

Michael also shares how losing Neryl took away his sense of purpose—and how he slowly began transforming that loss into a mission: helping other widowed men move beyond simply filling their days and begin building meaningful lives again with creation of The Grandpa Coach.

This is a raw conversation about fatherhood, marriage, grief, loneliness, identity and the small moments of joy that give us a reason to keep going.

Because sometimes healing does not begin with advice. It begins when someone stays, listens and allows you to finally lose it, if we allow oneself to.

Powerful quotes from this episode with Michael..

It’s okay to cry.”

“How do I control this so I don’t look or sound like I’m losing it, when, in fact, I am?”

“If we do let ourselves go and lose it, then we’d be better off.”

“I didn’t like you very much… I changed my mind. I got to know you.”

“I think I’m finding myself.”

“Since Narelle died, I’ve gradually moved into a world of helping widowed men live a better life.”

“Get on the phone and have a chat to them—not necessarily expressing your condolences, but just chatting.”

“I don’t want to say they’re in a better place now, because that doesn’t help.”

“Wasn’t it great that I had the opportunity to spend my life with Narelle? She gave me the gift of her.”

“Every man who has become widowed deserves to live the rest of his life as the best it can be.”

RISE Framework | The Grandpa Coach

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Mike thought he knew exactly what kind of dad he was going to be.

Then Jack came along and blew that whole idea apart.

In this raw follow-up episode, Mike returns to talk about fatherhood, rare disease, faith, therapy, marriage, and the brutal beauty of learning that being a dad is not about control. It is not about building the perfect future. It is not about ticking off the milestones society tells us matter.

For Mike, fatherhood has become something much simpler, harder, and more honest:

Give Jack joy.

Mike opens up about watching his son live with an ultra-rare degenerative disease, the hope and uncertainty of gene therapy, the gut-punch moments of seeing Jack want to do things his body will not let him do, and the strange mix of grief and gratitude that lives inside everyday dad life.

This is not a neat inspirational story. It is messy. It is funny. It is heavy. It is full of love.

It is a conversation about showing up when you are tired, scared, angry, unsure, and still trying to be a good man for the people who need you most.