John (he/him) comes over to chat with Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (it/any) about Gideon the Ninth, Act IV, Chapter 27. Gideon goes to tea with the eighth. Everyone wants to punch Silas (and Babs, but he's not in this one). Claire has unexpected sympathy for Silas (who remains punchable). Han has unexpected sympathy for Glaurica.

Content Warning: John Gaius (implied), Death, Murder, Slavery, (Punitive?) Amputation, Torture, Abuse, Dios Apate (implied), Eugenics, Suicide,

Further Reading:

Richard Allen (2023) Toward a Philosophy of Melodrama

Rebecca Lesses (2009) Lilith

Mass Effect 3 (2012) Mordin Death Scene

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Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (it/any) dig into Gideon the Ninth, Act IV, Chapter 27. Harrow and Pal negotiate. Gideon and Cam negotiate. Gideon and Harrow open a door. Gideon and Harrow negotiate.

Content Warning: Pretty chill week all things considered. Oblique references to oppression and exploitation, scientific racism, death and human remains,

Further Reading:

Robert N. Proctor and Londa Schiebinger (2008) Agnotology: The Making and Unmaking of Ignorance

Stanley Cohen (2001) States of Denial: Knowing About Atrocities and Suffering

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Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (it/any) revisit Gideon the Ninth, Act IV, Chapter 26. Harrow falls back on her old patterns. Gideon seeks comfort. Silas makes an offer.

Content Warning: child death, murder, verbal abuse, cannibalism, lyctor sex, experimental abuse, genocide, torture, eugenics

Further Reading:

Vrinda Dalmiya. 2000. Loving Paradoxes: A Feminist Reclamation of the Goddess Kali. Hypatia 15(1):125-150.

Anastasia Pestinova (c. 2023) Transgressive Feminine: The Case of Baba Yaga

Nicky Falkof (2025) Trump and South Africa: What is White Victimhood, and How Is It Linked to White Supremacy? The Conversation.

Lucy Nicholas, Sal Clark, Christine Agius, and Kay Cook (2024) Antifeminist, Manosphere and Right-Wing Extremist Sentiments Among Men Who Use Domestic and Family Violence: Masculinism, Misinformation, and the Justificatory Logics of Violence. NORMA: 1-20. [Audio version available]

Lyz Lenz (2015) A Brief History of Dwarfism Pacific Standard.

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Claire (she/they) and Han (it/any) reluctantly tackle chapter 25 of Gideon the Ninth. In our production notes this chapter summary read ":((((((("

Content Warning: dead dove do not eat. I cannot emphasize enough how much we're going to talk about child death this week. Also general colonial violence, torture, psychiatric abuse, war, other killing, child soldiers, sexual violence against children and adults, at least passing reference to cannibalism.

Further Reading:

Frantz Fanon (1961) The Wretched of the Earth

Han (2025) Canaan House as a Strategic Action Field

Aimé Césaire (1950) Discourse on Colonialism

bell hooks (2005) The Will to Change: Men, Masculinity, and Love

Lana & Lily Wachowski (1999) The Matrix

Alok Menon in Conversation with Paul Holdengräber (2023) Oxy Live!

Alan Moore (1986-1987) Watchmen

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Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (it/any) dissect Gideon the Ninth Chapter 24. The Tridentarii have a Moment. Babs does Not have a moment. A coalition forms. Claire and Han have questions about the Ninth soil biome. Also like, what is Silas's whole deal?

Content Warning: emotional abuse, incest, genocide, death

Further Reading:

Aja Romano (2019) The Archive of Our Own Just Won a Hugo. That's Huge for Fanfiction.

FanLore (2025) Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

Aimé Césaire (1950) Discourse on Colonialism

Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (it/any) welcome guest Cyd (she/her) from Resting Glitch Face to talk about Gideon the Ninth chapter 23. Our big bad arranges a convincing tableau as our dubious heroes split their time between investigating mysterious remains and absolutely back stabbing one another all to heck. And front stabbing. Han doesn't like gooshy magic. Everybody has questions about Teacher's whole deal. Necromancy is stored in the... nervous... system? Claire has questions about Cam's background.

This week's cover is courtesy of guest Cyd. You can find Resting Glitch Face on your favorite pod catcher, and access bonus content and join their Discord on Patreon!

Content Warning: murder, death, human remains, blood, Ianthe "mild cannibalism" Tridentarius, child soldiers,

Further Reading:

Benjamin Davis (2021) Decolonizing Anthropology: I'm Not Indiana Jones, and I Don't Want to Be

Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (it/all) discuss Chapter 22 of Gideon the Ninth. We're coming to the end of Act III and the stakes are higher than ever. The teens call in assistance, but the adults are a disaster.

It turns out we're wrong about cremains in this episode! They're not ashes actually, they're more like sand, and they're mostly calcium phosphate.

Content Warning: death, human remains, gaslighting, implicit reference to harm against children

Further Reading:

Tracy Harmon (2025) Worried You Received Fake Cremains?

Locked Tomb Wiki | Harrowhark Nonagesimus

Doki Doki Literaturę Club

Boyfriend Dungeon

Martha C. Nussbaum (1995) Objectification

Absolute History (2020) How the Tudors Did Their Laundry (with Ruth Goodman)

Miranda Fricker (2007) Epistemic Injustice: Power and the Ethics of Knowing

Arlene Lo (2023) Hermeneutical Injustice and Child Victims of Abuse

Philosophy Tube (2020) Ignorance & Censorship

Victoria Law & China Martens (2012) Don't Leave Your Friends Behind

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Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (all pronouns) dissect chapter 21 of Gideon the Ninth. The scions make an unsettling realization. The Third and the Second attempt to bargain with the Sixth.

Content Warning: death, cannibalism,

Further Reading:

Peter Jackson (2001) That Scene from Fellowship of the Ring

Guy Gavriel Kay (1984-1986) The Fionavar Tapestry

Pierre Bourdieu (1984) Distinction [Note: I absolutely butchered the pronunciation]

Shawn Tribe (2020) The Sedlec Ossuary Chapel in the Czech Republic

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