Mindfully Chaotic: A Wicked Special Live Special is a live experience blending storytelling, humor, performances, and real conversations… honest, human, and unapologetically chaotic! Created and hosted by Amanda Marie, this special celebrates growth, community, and the beautifully messy process of becoming who we are. Expect laughter, connection, & unexpected moments with voices from across the creative and local community coming together in a way that feels both deeply relatable and wildly entertaining! (This episode is best enjoyed with video -- https://youtu.be/DC7NsUnJLWg)

Featuring:

• Comedian Emily Ruskowski
• Comedian Demetrius Hullum
• Musical Artist Jessi Tanguy
• Drag Queen Miss Michael
• Drag Queen Maxine Harrison

This event also marks the launch of the Mindfully Chaotic Live Series and a personal milestone as Amanda Marie celebrates entering a new decade, making this night equal parts celebration, reflection, and shared experience! In honor of Amanda Marie’s 30th Birthday, tickets were only $30 with dinner included!

THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS & FRIENDS OF THE COMMUNITY:

• NORTHEASTERN FENCE & SUPPLY CORPORATION
• MODERN EVENTS COMPANY
• CASTLE DRIVE CREATIONS
• TIFFANY’S TASTY TREATS
• OVERALL ART
• ALLAN’S ICE CREAM (PEABODY’S LEGENDARY ICE CREAM TRUCK)
• AUTHENTIC SELF HEALING
• GROUND WITH TERRI

A Wicked Special Thank You to Tara & Pete Splingaerd for capturing the heart of this experience! Thanks to Tara, this recorded special can be found on the many platforms that Mindfully Chaotic lives!

Thank you to ALL who have supported Mindfully Chaotic & this WICKED SPECIAL experience!

This live show took place on 5/28/26 and the recorded live special was set to be released on the longest night of the year, Summer Solstice! Due to some technical difficulties, the release has been delayed, but thanks to an all nighter on the longest night of the year, and a day full of not giving up, the show has made it to the many platforms that Mindfully Chaotic lives!

This live event featured a variety of music selections. For this recorded release, some performances include alternate songs in respect of copyright guidelines, while other music is included with proper rights or licensing.

Cheers to always believing in ourselves & staying true to the mission. I hope you all enjoy the launch of this new series, & stay tuned for our next LIVE SPECIAL.. Mindfully Chaotic: A Wicked Magical Live Special, LIVE AT CITY WINERY BOSTON ON SEPTEMBER 10, 2026 (buy tickets to join us live here--> https://www.wickedsmahtwellness.vip/wicked-smaht-events/mindfully-chaotic-a-wicked-magical-live-special ) and expect that recorded special to be released on the Autumn Equinox, September 22, 2026. Much gratitude to all & I look forward to sharing this new series with you!

Love & Good Vibes,

Amanda Marie

(p.s.. This show exists for connection, honesty, shared experience, & fun.. created for and carried by community! If you believe in Mindfully Chaotic's mission want to support the growth of this community, please consider donating here --> https://www.wickedsmahtwellness.vip/mindfully-chaotic All donations are extremely appreciated & truly help us make this all happen!!!)

p.p.s.. Thank you to Infraction for providing the royalty free music used for our finale song -- https://inaudio.org/track/catwalk-queen-retro-pop/

As promised, the Season 2 Finale is a MASHUP of a combo of favorite episodes, quotes, moments, & segues from Mindfully Chaotic chosen by listeners, viewers, and Amanda Marie! It is a very motivational, inspiring, & exciting mix and all episodes featured were highlighted as favorites by the community.

This episode includes quotes from: Jordy Perez, Paul B. Kennedy, Paul Forchione, Jon Sansone, Kerrie Phipps, Jenay Leger, Josh Zepess, Genesis Amaris Kemp, Hannah York, Terri Moody, Tracy Lunt, & Asher Wright

Mindfully Chaotic has evolved in many ways, & season three is about to be our BIGGEST yet! We have some incredible guests in the lineup who I am sure you will be excited to see. Think local favorites from globally loved reality shows, musical artists, athletes, doctors, lawyers, teachers, models, random members from the community, and... YOU?! Yeah I said YOU, because YOU & whoever else wants to join is welcome on Mindfully Chaotic as we go back to the baselines of humanity and learn how to come together, be true to ourselves, and thrive on this Earth. We are all human, which is why am I excited to welcome humans of all backgrounds to join me, and some of your well known favorites, around the FIRE for Mindfully Chaotic! ...But before we get to that... I want to honor the journey so far so please enjoy or Mindfully Chaotic Mashup!!!Thank you for joining us on the journey, & please share with your friends! I am grateful to be able to share this with all of you and I am so excited for all that Mindfully Chaotic is manifesting to be. Love & Good Vibes to ALL!

*PLEASE NOTE, THIS EPISODE IS BEST ENJOYED ON A PLATFORM THAT YOU CAN VIEW THE VIDEO, THOUGH AUDIO ONLY IS STILL VERY MOTIVATIONAL AND EXCITING!*

REACH OUT TO BE A GUEST, SPONSOR, OR TO JOIN OUR PRODUCTION TEAM!! -- https://www.wickedsmahtwellness.vip/m...

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What is it you really want and how can you make it happen?

Join Amanda Marie & Kristina Murphy as we *Mindfully Breakdown* what it means to be direct, clear, and trusting of our intentions, goals, and selves in general.

In this episode, we dive deep into traditions. The ones we inherit, the ones we create, and the ones we sometimes carry out just because we feel like we “should.”

Together, we explore what it really means to honor yourself while still honoring the traditions that truly resonate with where you are right now.

We unpack the expectations we place on ourselves about how life should look, and how those expectations often keep us stuck in patterns that don’t actually serve us.

At the heart of it all? Balance. Finding it, keeping it, and letting it guide not just our traditions, but every area of our lives.

This one is all about releasing the pressure, redefining meaning, and creating space for what feels authentic to you.

In this Mindful Mental Breakdown on Mindfully Chaotic, Amanda Marie and Kristina Murphy dive into the messy, beautiful reality of honoring our needs, setting boundaries, and choosing what truly aligns with us.

Amanda Marie & Kristina explore how rigid expectations—whether about routines, commitments, or life paths—can stifle creativity and lead us to guilt ourselves for doing what actually feels good. Together, these two friends unpack the idea that life is an art form meant to be created our own way, not squeezed into a “one-size-fits-all” mold.

This episode also breaks down the important reminder that basic human needs are not “self-care” luxuries—they extend far beyond hygiene, sleep, and food, and must be honored as the foundation of our well-being.

Through raw reflections and real-time breakthroughs, this conversation covers the power of community, accountability, and asking for help when it doesn’t come naturally. Kristina shares a powerful story of setting a firm boundary and finding that respecting herself actually led to the exact outcome she wanted—without suffering through what felt wrong.

At the heart of it all is a simple but profound reminder: we always have a choice. We can choose to keep pushing ourselves into boxes that don’t fit, or we can choose presence, alignment, and joy—even if it means letting things get a little messy, or you know, Mindfully Chaotic.

Join Amanda Marie & Kristina Murphy for Mindfully Chaotic’s brand-new segment: Monday Mental Breakdown!In these bonus episodes, two friends get real about life’s chaos: no filters, no scripts, just raw conversation.In the very first episode, Amanda Marie & Kristina break the cycle of just talking about recording… and actually hit the record button during one of their "mental breakdowns".Tune in as they dive into embodiment, truth, chaos, balance, and whatever else spills out when you finally capture a real-life, unplanned phone call and share it with the world!

In this solo episode of Mindfully Chaotic, Amanda Marie shares some tips about Building in Chaos. This episode breaks down the key points of how to bring forward your intentions & goals while navigating life’s chaos & obstacles. Amanda Marie uses her real life chaos to practice what she preaches and SHOW you the reality of how to truly get things going when you feel stuck…This episode is intended to be a visual to help emphasize what it may look like on the outside for someone as they process each step of becoming MINDFULLY Chaotic vs. chaotically chaotic.

What does the word "NO" mean to you? Are you worried about what other people think of you? Do you have a hard time walking away? In this episode of Mindfully Chaotic, Amanda Marie chats about how to find CONFIDENCE in Chaos-- it takes a bit of work, but it's all part of the journey!

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-This is the IG clip with Chappell Roan referenced in this episode, you may be able to find the full interview through CBS: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DFnpdZTxc6H/?igsh=MWM2ZzY3Mzl1cmw4dg%3D%3D