In this powerful story-driven episode, Vivian shares how decades of career frustration, emotional exhaustion, and repeated seasons of unemployment became the doorway to discovering God’s calling. This episode reveals how God gently leads us step by step, even in times of fear and uncertainty when we can’t see the full plan.

Listen as Vivian describes how volunteering at a church soup kitchen confirmed biblical truths about giving and receiving, and why getting laid off ultimately became an unexpected blessing. If you’ve ever wondered how to trust God during career transitions, emotional struggles, or confusing seasons of waiting, this testimony will encourage you to keep moving forward in faith.

Join Vivian as she explores what it truly means to surrender, take small steps of obedience, and let God lead one moment at a time.

In this first episode of "Christian Mental Strength in Wilderness Seasons," Vivian shares a deeply honest testimony about spending more than thirty years in a career she never wanted—and the unexpected way God used repeated unemployment and uncertainty to build spiritual resilience.

If you’ve ever felt stuck, exhausted, or unsure about the direction of your life, this episode will meet you right where you are.

Vivian opens up about how she spent her 20s, 30s, and 40s handling life’s hardships in her own strength—treating God as a “coping tool” instead of the center of her life. But everything changed in her 50s when a fourteen-month wilderness season forced her to confront the truth: her mindset had been shaped by the world more than by Scripture.

Through this season, God taught her the kind of trust that requires full surrender—not just Sunday faith, not just crisis faith, but daily all-in faith. It was in this uncertainty that Vivian discovered the biblical practice that transformed her entire mindset: taking every thought captive to God’s truth.

In this episode, you’ll hear:

• How God uses wilderness seasons to reveal the beliefs shaping our identity

• Why uncertainty is often the doorway to deeper faith

• What “mental strength” actually means for Christian women

• How Scripture-based thinking creates unshakeable peace in chaotic seasons

• Why spiritual resilience is not grit, hustle, or self-will—but total surrender

• How to guard your heart and renew your mind when emotions pull you off track

If you’re a Christian woman walking through job loss, life transitions, emotional overwhelm, or spiritual exhaustion, this message will help you find hope, mental clarity, and biblical strength in the middle of your wilderness.

God does His deepest work when your plans fall apart but His presence remains. And He can steady your mind in ways the world never can.