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I didn’t go to Dallas to find God.

I went because I couldn’t stay in my life anymore.

What began as a simple weekend escape — a ten-hour drive to visit a friend — became something I never saw coming.

In this episode, I share the story of that trip:
the quiet exhaustion I carried,
the unexpected invitation to church,
and the moment something inside me broke open.

There was no thunder.
No dramatic voice from the sky.

Just a presence.
A peace.
A love I had never known before.

This is the story of how I thought I was running away…
and discovered I was being led somewhere my heart had been searching for all along.

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From the outside, everything was moving forward.

A new country.
A growing business.
A relationship that felt full of possibility.

It looked like the start of a beautiful new chapter.

But beneath the momentum… small cracks were forming.

In this episode, I share what it felt like to be building a life that appeared strong — while slowly losing my voice inside it.

How ambition can mask exhaustion.
How love can blur self-trust.
How success can quietly coexist with insecurity.

Because sometimes, life doesn’t fall apart all at once.

It unravels quietly —
even while everything seems to be just beginning.

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From the outside, my life looked strong.
Capable. Independent. Successful.

But beneath the surface, I was carrying a quiet exhaustion —
the kind that sleep doesn’t fix.

In this first episode, I share the story of who I was before faith found me:
a woman striving, achieving, holding everything together…
yet silently wondering:

If I stop being strong, will anything hold me?

This is not just a story about religion.
It’s a human story — about ambition, loneliness, self-reliance,
and the hidden cost of always being “the strong one.”

If you’ve ever felt lost without realizing it…
this episode is for you.

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