In this deeply personal episode of Holy Wreckage, we confront the silent struggles of intimacy addiction. Tracy shares her journey through childhood trauma, promiscuity, and the secret habits that create cycles of shame. This episode is not about condemnation; it is a message of hope and healing, exploring how to break free from the chains of sexual bondage by surrendering to a God who isn't afraid of our wreckage. We discuss the difference between conviction and shame, the power of accountability, and how Jesus meets us in our deepest moments of pain, just as he met the woman at the well. If you've ever felt broken, unlovable, or too far gone, this conversation is for you.

Key Takeaways

• The Root of Intimacy Addiction: Behind surface behaviors like promiscuity or addiction to adult toys, there is often a deeper story of pain, rejection, abandonment, and trauma.

• Flesh vs. Spirit: The episode opens with Galatians 5:16-17, establishing the biblical foundation for the conflict between our fleshly desires and the Spirit.

• Conviction, Not Condemnation: A key theme is the distinction between the Holy Spirit's conviction, which leads to repentance and healing, and the enemy's shame, which keeps us in bondage.

• The Power of Accountability: The hosts stress the importance of confessing struggles to a trusted friend or mentor as a crucial step toward freedom.

• The Woman at the Well: The story from John 4 is used as a powerful example of how Jesus meets us in our shame and offers "living water."

• Redemption is Possible: God's desire is not to squash our desires but to redeem them and lead us into healthy, sacred intimacy aligned with His will.

Timestamps

• (05:24) Introduction with disclaimer for mature content.
• (06:40) The biblical perspective on desire from Galatians 5:16-17.
• (09:11) Discussion on why people struggle to surrender their intimate lives to God.
• (10:15) Tracy's story of childhood trauma leading to intimacy struggles.
• (14:38) Crystal's experience with assault and promiscuity.
• (19:00) Self-gratification and keeping struggles hidden.
• (31:00) Personal moments of conviction.
• (34:30) The importance of accountability.
• (41:41) Discussion of the woman at the well from John 4.
• (49:43) Practical steps: discovering your wound, inviting God in, confessing.
• (55:46) Prayer of salvation.
• (57:01) Call to action and next episode teaser.

Resources Mentioned

Bible Verses

• Galatians 5:16-17
• John 4:4-42 (The Woman at the Well)


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Freedom from addiction didn’t come from a single moment.
It came through surrender, faith, and consistent choices that God used to transform my life.

In this episode of Holy Wreckage, Crystal shares the 12 things she did to live an addiction-free life — not as a prescription for everyone, but as a testimony of how God healed her heart and led her into real freedom.

We talk about:

• Why sobriety alone wasn’t enough
• The daily practices that helped break long-standing cycles
• How faith, honesty, and accountability sustained healing
• What God revealed about identity, surrender, and freedom

If you’re struggling with addiction, supporting someone who is, or searching for hope beyond behavior change, this episode offers encouragement and truth.

Freedom is possible. Healing is real.
No life is too broken for God to rebuild.

This is healing out loud… one wreck at a time.

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What if the healing you’ve been praying for begins in the middle of your mess?

In this episode of Holy Wreckage, Tracy shares her personal story of childhood trauma, faith, healing, and redemption. She opens up about growing up feeling invisible, walking through painful experiences that shaped her identity, and the moments where God met her in crisis and began a process of restoration.

This episode explores how faith, friendship, and community became critical pieces of Tracy’s healing journey. It also highlights how God uses both spiritual transformation and practical tools, including therapy and EMDR, to bring healing to deep emotional wounds.

This is not a story of perfection or quick fixes. It’s a story of a faithful God who stays present, works through the process, and transforms wreckage into purpose.

In this episode, Tracy shares:

• Her experience with childhood trauma and feeling unseen
• How faith and friendship played a key role in healing
• Experiencing God’s presence in moments of crisis
• The importance of community support in recovery
• How therapy and faith can work together in the healing process
• Finding identity, worth, and hope through God’s unconditional love

If you’ve struggled with trauma, mental health challenges, or faith questions, this episode offers encouragement and truth. It’s for anyone who wonders if God is still near, still working, and still able to redeem what feels broken.

Subscribe, follow, and share this episode with someone who needs hope.
And if God has met you in your own wreckage, we invite you to share your story.

This is Holy Wreckage — where real stories meet a holy God.
Healing out loud, one wreck at a time.

What happens when trauma takes root early, and addiction becomes a way to survive?

In this episode of Holy Wreckage, Crystal shares her personal story of adoption, childhood trauma, addiction, and the long road to healing. From growing up in and out of homes, feeling unseen and misunderstood, and experiencing deep abandonment, to battling addiction for decades, Crystal opens up about the wreckage that shaped her life and the God who never walked away.

This is not a story of instant miracles or overnight transformation. It’s a story of a faithful God who stayed, protected, provided, and redeemed — even when healing took decades.

In this episode, Crystal shares:

• Her experience with adoption, instability, and feeling unseen
• How trauma and addiction took hold early in life
• The moment she first encountered the peace of God
• Why surrender, not striving, became the turning point
• How God redeemed relationships, restored family, and brought truth into the light
• Scriptures that anchored her faith during seasons of uncertainty and survival

If you’ve wrestled with addiction, trauma, abandonment, mental health struggles, or faith questions, this episode is for you. It’s for anyone who wonders if God can still work in the middle of the mess, or if redemption is possible after years of wreckage.

Subscribe, follow, and share this episode with someone who needs hope.
And if God has met you in your own wreckage, we invite you to share your story.

This is Holy Wreckage — where real stories meet a holy God.
Healing out loud, one wreck at a time.

What do you do when your life doesn’t look redeemed yet?

In this inaugural episode of Holy Wreckage, hosts Crystal and Tracy share the heart, calling, and testimony behind the podcast. This episode explains why Holy Wreckage exists, what the name really means, and how God meets us not after we’re fixed, but right in the middle of the mess.

Holy Wreckage is a faith-based podcast about healing, recovery, redemption, and real stories. It’s for the ones who feel broken, overlooked, exhausted, or stuck in cycles they don’t know how to escape. It’s for anyone who has ever wondered if God could still use their story.

In this episode, we talk about:

• The meaning behind the name Holy Wreckage
• Why personal testimony is powerful and necessary
• How God shows up in our hardest seasons
• Why you don’t have to be polished, healed, or put together to come to God
• How sharing our stories gives the enemy a black eye
• Finding hope, faith, and healing in the middle of real life wreckage

We believe everyone has a story to tell, even if they don’t have their testimony yet. We believe God restores what looks beyond repair. And we believe healing happens when we stop hiding and start telling the truth.

If you’re walking through addiction recovery, trauma healing, faith deconstruction, mental health struggles, or simply trying to trust God’s process when life feels heavy, this podcast is for you.

This is Holy Wreckage — where we talk about the mess, honor the process, and point everything back to the God who redeems it all.

Healing out loud, one wreck at a time.