In Episode 4, it’s looking like this isn’t just a phase but more like a rewiring.

What started back in September 2025 has continued. Somewhere between treadmill workouts and Charlie Kirk debates, my attention stopped drifting… and started locking in. Dating apps lost their shine. Reality dating TV stopped working. And suddenly I’m consuming leadership decisions, global crises, and cultural fault lines like they actually affect my nervous system. (Because they do.)

In this one, I talk about walking away from daily social media posting for the first time in many months – a five-day social fast. About how meaningful content isn’t lighthearted — and how speaking for those with no voice has weight no one prepares you for.

The “Meet Joshua” segment returns. We crack open Bible translation landmines and land hard on one commandment most of us were taught wrong: “Don’t take the Lord’s name in vain.” Turns out it’s not just about what you say when you stub your toe. It’s far more than that.

That realization collides head-on with dating, labels, religious titles, and why I’m increasingly cautious about calling myself anything at all.

I also share a personal story — one I don’t tell lightly — that still stands as evidence I can’t dismiss. Not doctrine. Not theory. Experience.