The piano plays no more, it used to play. Music used to fill the room and everyone was happy and singing. Now everyone is singing with a broken heart and tears in their eyes. The piano doesn’t sound the same as well as the music is a silent background to it. How can the piano be used for every event in an individual's life become quiet? The scene of grief that begins with music will always end with music. Driving by the place that had so many memories and now a new family is going to live there. Many would say it's just a house, but it’s not just a house. So many memories were created here and now there is a for sale sign out. Now everything will hit differently.

You know you’re good when you no longer ask to see no one. If they don’t text you or respond, you don’t care anymore. I am tired of putting in the effort, being stood up or left in the dark. I don’t care anymore. You will never see me ask to see anyone ever again. Waiting in a restaurant for almost two hours, to no response, why should I care? I am tired of the excuses. You have gotten to the point in your life that being with your husband is the only thing you need or by yourself. You don’t need a large group of friends to be happy. You don’t need to see everyone all the time to be happy either. If they don’t make the effort, then why should I? This is a two way street, it can’t be a one way street. If we can’t meet in the middle, then I am done. I have had my limit. Life is too short to depend on the ones who can so easily leave you in the dark and not even care. They will keep repeating the same way they have treated you since from the beginning, until it either breaks you or makes you realize you deserve better. All of us deserve better, but sometimes we have to be taught the same lesson multiple times, to realize we deserve better and we should do something about it. It’s hard to step out of something you’re comfortable with, but that’s the only way for things to change. Even ending certain relationships because it’s effecting your health. It’s hard to walk away, but sometimes walking away is the only choice we have left. Walking away is when the healing starts, but you if don’t walk away you will never heal.

If there was one thing I learned, I learned to remain humble but also to stand in my strength. People will be envious of you and will do anything to wreck your image. I would always say let everything go in one ear and out of the other. Sometimes the storm we go through teaches us a lesson or shows us our strength. That doesn't mean to treat others the same way they treated us, but to be humble about it. We do show how we want to be treated and it can be an advantage point or point to back off. We are allowed to share what we went through and no one can silence us. Sharing what you went through can help someone else.

Funny how being an asset can bring so much jealousy out of so many individuals, never once did I let that change me, I never acted entitled or arrogant. I do have the right to be pissed and to walk away and not give a reason why our friendship is over. You started the drama, and you still can’t figure out why I have nothing to do with you. After all the shit you pulled at the job, there was nothing left and don’t pretend like you didn’t do nothing wrong. You are a grown ass adult three times older than my age, with a child of their own and still acts like a kid. The type writer is sharing things I would never share, because it was time to express how I really feel about all of this. I am not leaving or changing myself, because you are jealous. You weren’t a friend, just someone you could use to lie and get me into a lot of trouble and you made everyone else who joined you, get into trouble as well. This isn’t high school, all of you are grown as adults, who love the drama, but when you are called out you love to play the victim. Grow the hell up, it’s a-shame that I am younger than you, and still make you look like an idiot. I will still continue remaining the same, while you will continue to make a fool of yourself.

Being cheated on, then six years later this person decides to show back up. You blocked me, then six months later told my friend you were engaged. You were too scared to speak to me. I moved on with my life, I am happy and married. When things got real you couldn’t handle it. A boy who will always be a boy to only jump from person to person because your needs aren't met. I will never forget the last week in June leading up to July 13th, to the week leading up to Christmas. I forgive you, but I will never forget what you did. You act like nothing happened, but we all know the reason why you showed back up six years later was because you felt guilty. Keep that guilt to yourself, you will have to live with it for the rest of your life. You created your bed and you will have to sleep in it. It’s too late now, you waited too late. The wound is healed but I won’t let you pour salt in it. I don’t care for lame excuses or an apology. You can keep all of that to yourself and stay away from me. It’s time for you to stop living in the past and move on with your life.

Treating people like shit with your entitlement, ego and rank. It won’t get you no where. You created your bed and you will have to sleep in it. No one cares about your rank. Treating people like shit and filling a complaint to get your way is what an adult who never grew up does. Once the truth comes out and you want to play the card of the victim and that you weren’t treated right. Who do you think you are? You are not the man, you are someone who never grew up. How low do you have to go to make everyone else’s life miserable. You don’t even know what the half of us go through, but it serves you. I don’t do revenge because karma will come back around, but your life could be easier if you put your ego and self-entitlement aside.

Mother’s Day should be a holiday filled with joy, but instead two ways of joy are not joy at all and you wish to skip this holiday every year. Not being able to have a child of my own, while discontinuing a relationship that was unhealthy. It’s a holiday that only remains with pain. Being thankful to have children of your own who cherish you as well as a mother you can cherish it with. Leaving the relationship was best decision for my own self, while finding out the most devastating news any person could have. We could adopt but I would rather not go through that pain either. I was adopted and has remained close to my adopted dad who is just my dad. I just don’t like being asked if I am mother or do you celebrate Mother’s Day? I know it’s not their fault because they wouldn’t know, but many don’t have the opportunity to have children of their own or have a relationship to celebrate the holiday. So tell, just because you have a mother or can have kids of your own. It’s not the same for everyone else.

Don’t think showing back where I am, thinking I forgot what you did. It’s not my problem that the guilt is eating you alive, maybe you should have thought twice. I am not in the mood to forgive you right now. It would be in your best interest to stay away from me. Not only did you break my confidentiality, you shared it with the world. So yes, I’m pissed, the punishment you got, you deserve. Even months later it still burns. This is about the both of you breaking laws. This goes beyond just your typical bully who doesn’t know how to handle their jealousy. Rusting my sparkle was goal, which blew up in your face. I’m doing better, while healing and you are living in misery. Maybe you learned now how to keep your mouth shut. Being the loud one gets you nowhere but in trouble, While the quiet one has nothing to hide.