"  Everything that we go through in life, all of it, is part of our education, and more than that, it's part of our ministry. It's our ability to help, love, and care for other people. I feel like it has been an honor and a privilege to have lived my life, even though it has been incredibly hard. I want other people to know that the Lord lives and loves them, even if it doesn't look like He does."

00:00 Losing Trust in God

06:12 Parents Backstory and Fallout

16:50 Childhood Instability and Poverty

38:45 Father Wounds

44:30 All In Conversion

47:10 Utah Transition And Staying Strong

49:14 Healing Trauma With Therapy

01:07:10 Worth Advice

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" I've come to know that Heavenly Father does know. He knows not just what we do or choose to do or the mistakes we make, He knows who we are and what we want. And He's just waiting for us to just even look at Him or acknowledge Him. He has so much for us. He has so much for me. He's given me so much already."

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00:00 Highway Wake Up Call

02:32 Levi Background And Home

03:21 Childhood Faith And Doubts

06:23 Early Smoking And Rebellion

11:46 Heroin And Rock Bottom

20:16 Prison Mentors And Letters

26:35 Relapse And Arrest Spiral

31:15 Church Return, Love And Marriage

46:01 Miracles And Angels

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" My life is not what I expected it to be, but it's beautiful and it's wonderful and it's mine and I built it and I made it this and I'm proud of what I did and I'm proud of how I built it and I'm proud of the relationship that I have with my Heavenly Father. Everything that I went through doesn't define who I am, but it helped me become who I am and it helped me to find the fortitude that I needed to get through it and to power through and power on."

00:00 Infertility Heartache

05:28 Freedom and Self Destruction

09:42 Infertility Anger and Isolation

13:14 Caregiving and Breaking Point

17:08 Crisis Prayer and Strength

24:36 Overcoming Church Struggles and Triggers

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"Those answers just don't matter as much as my relationship with my Savior. It's like a weight system, you know? I'm not gonna give up something that's so important to me for the tiny weight of this one particular answer. I'm weighing my options, and I'm gonna choose Christ every time because He is who put me back together and it doesn't matter if I really believe in polygamy or not. He was there, so I'm with Him."

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00:00 Abandonment and Doubt

00:57 Live Event Announcement

04:50 Family Upheaval and Abuse

08:06 Speaking Up and Silence

21:21 CES Letter and Marriage Strain

31:09 Years of Doubt

38:59 Scriptures Rebuild Faith

43:32 Healing and Hard Questions

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" You really become a new person. You become who you are, who you really are... It took me a little bit of time. It didn't happen overnight for me. But when I decided to change, when I really wanted to change...The other time that I tried to change, I didn't pull the Savior in much. It was, "I'm gonna stop. I'm gonna change friends." This time was different. I really put the effort in to bring Him into my life."

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00:00 Rock Bottom

00:48 Podcast Event Announcement

07:34 Early Substance Experimentation

11:26 Hard Drugs Arrests and Wake Up Call

20:50 Homeless After Graduation

22:12 Rock Bottom Dream Warning

23:30 Return Home Spiritual Reset

25:09 Mission Struggles Coming Clean

30:26 Made Whole Through Christ

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" The answer to every question or concern that anybody ever has is that it will all be okay because of the atonement of Jesus Christ. That is what it's for. That is why they say the first principle of the gospel is faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. It is real life. It's not just something that we tell Primary kids because it's cute, and we turned it into a cute little story and song. It is real. Start there. I came to really love my Savior, and He came to really help me."

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"No matter where you're at or what you're doing or what you feel about yourself, I promise you that you can have a bright and better future for yourself. All you have to do is decide wherever you are or wherever you're at spiritually, physically, mentally, emotionally, that you can choose for yourself to have a better day. That this could be the best day of your life, that this day you can choose to do something different with your life. Whatever you're struggling with, it doesn't have to be as serious as what I've struggled with, you can choose better for yourself, and that's exactly what your Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ want for you. They want you to be happy and have a good life, and have a loving relationship, and have a family, and things like that. Whatever righteous desires of your heart, that's what they want for you, and you deserve it, no matter what you've done in your past."

00:00 Rock Bottom

00:31 Come Back Event Invite

04:28 Bullying After Move To Utah

06:52 Abuse & Addiction Spiral

19:57 Jail Wake Up Call

28:34 Church & Confession

33:23 Motherhood & Temple Blessings

37:01 Atonement Of Jesus Christ Is Real

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"  Coming back to reclaim my life, it was line upon line. That was not a quick process. Between when I started my mission to getting healed...I was a different person. In a sense that's how my mission turned out. It turned out differently than I thought, but I wouldn't take it back because of the blessings that have come from it."

00:00 Insomnia and Darkness

05:01 OCD and Growing Up

10:51 Mission Pressure and Release

20:10 Psych Hold and Rock Bottom

26:52 Utah Visits and Apostalic Blessing

30:04 Christmas Darkness and Attempt

34:34 Medication Shift and Healing

39:23 New Beginnings

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