In this God quest (not-so-mini) bonus episode of The Secret Life of TK Dutes, TK pulls up to artist Élan Cadiz’s Harlem studio for a loose, unfiltered conversation about art, family, and what it means to embody an object.

What starts as curiosity- sparked by episode 2 with Nicole Crowder, has TK following the thread to deeper reflection on comfort, lineage, and the expectation of being used as a tool.

Élan breaks down her project An American Family Album, where family members are rendered as chairs- revealing how we see ourselves and what we carry. TK shares why following the “God quest,” even without a plan, has become essential to her healing from burnout.

Pull up a chair it's time for art therapy.

Follow Élan Cadiz: https://www.instagram.com/elancadiz
Learn more about An American Family Album: https://www.elancadiz.com/an-american-family-album
Read the Vogue feature: https://www.vogue.com/article/artist-turning-family-into-chairs

📚 Élan's Library 📚

Rest Is Resistance: A Manifesto
Author: Tricia Hersey
Link: https://thenapministry.com/rest-is-resistance

Killing the Black Body: Race, Reproduction, and the Meaning of Liberty
Author: Dorothy Roberts
Link: https://thenewpress.com/books/killing-black-body

The Prophet
Author: Kahlil Gibran
Link: https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/317488/the-prophet-by-kahlil-gibran/

How I Became a Ghost
Author: Tim Tingle
Link: https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/228584/how-i-became-a-ghost-by-tim-tingle/

Sister Outsider: Essays and Speeches
Author: Audre Lorde
Link: https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/193060/sister-outsider-by-audre-lorde/

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This bonus episode was produced by Tre’ Jones
Hosted and Executive Produced by Keisha TK Dutes of Philo's Future Media
Post-production audio by Manny Faces.

Next time we meet, we take a moment for grief in Episode 3 — coming soon.