Getting back together with some old friends.

Bonus Pistol Whip action on YouTube.

Delving as deeply into my memory as I can with the most trusted person there is to confirm my thoughts. We later touch on the issues with how I was schooled and schools in general.

I have often had a conflicting feeling of "we are so proud" and "you aren't living up to your potential," so we touch on this.

I do get heated. I love you mom. <3.

Vicious beasts are at our tails. No road ahead. No signs. No trails. Still, we run, though it's no fun. Still love each other when the day is done.

That basically means that everybody has hard times. The happy people just focus on the love and each moment they can spend with those they care about. If you can't find anybody that wants to spend the bad and dangerous moments with you, take a second and think. Won't people care about you more if you help them?

Some people help others naturally by being good at things. I'm talking LeBron James, Mark Rober, and Elon Musk types. If you aren't LeBron James, try putting in more effort with your loved ones. Actively help them when you can. I'm saying that when you have nothing to do and are about to watch tv, smoke, or do something else that wastes your time... something you'll regret later... maybe help somebody. Even if it's selfish. In fact, MAKE it selfish. If you like art, make the best picture you can when your friend gets sick. Then give it to them. Tell them "I hope you feel better. I care about you." It doesn't have to be a picture that you think they will like. Make something you like. Be selfish. Just share the picture and some kind words. Nobody loses, so why not? You'll have fun and both of you will be happier.

It doesn't have to be art. YOU can help, have fun, and be happier. 🤷‍♀️