Today I woke up with the desire to be more of myself that's one of the hardest thing to dofor the competition out here for businesses and being authentic is very rare.

Unfortunately I didn't realize that I had this problem to the degree that I have it until approximately a few years ago.

I relocatedto Arizonaworking on my 3rd divorce and the embarrassment of it all made me start realizing what role did I playand so I was never being authenticas much as I thought I was I was being authentically me but I wasn't being authentic and sharinghow I feel about others to their faceso we can get out of assumption.

I'm not one who likes to front on people and embarrass them just to call it keeping it real that's not my thinghowever a person deserve to know when you no longerwant to bethe kind of friend they want to be to you and I'm learning that today and I'm feeling more and more comfortable in my skin owning it and that's where I'm at today.

I also wonder how many other people really want to dive into that part of themselves that they can just continue to be authentically themselves and be okay with being the weird one. We can always find our own community and I want to find the community of other podcasters, and other people who feel free just putting themselves out there because I love those people. And I also still kind of care that I don't offend people but not to the degree that I don't get to be who I am as well. Now I want to start doing just that.

As I look back that's part of the reason why I was afraid to post my shows as well, because I'm always trying to make it so perfect and so politically correct and all of the other stuff that comes with that, and now I just don't feel like doing that no more. I want to post everyday if I want to and find my why along the way. I truly want to get comfortable in this podcasting arena since my professor told me I should back in 2015 or 2016. I especially want to add my YouTube channel.

So here I am again trying this again.

I'm not sure how many days I'm going to post but I want to get comfortable posting daily little Snippets and then one full show a week. But I want to post when life is lifing me and when it's giving me those magically experiences as well.

So ha g in there with me on this magical journing of becoming more of this stage of ME! Life can be joyful and I want more of it.

Thank you,

Be Well

Authentic

Too Much

And full of Joy