In this episode, I sit down for the very first time with one of the hosts of the podcast Tattoos and Gurus for a raw, unfiltered, off-the-cuff conversation about leadership, law enforcement, and the personal evolution that comes with wearing the badge.

My guest is an active sheriff, and together we talk openly about what it means to lead in high-pressure environments, how law enforcement changes a person, and the difference between who you are before the job, during the career, and after you step away from it.

This conversation is unscripted, honest, and grounded in real-life experience. We dig into the mindset, identity shifts, pressure, responsibility, and personal growth that come with a career in policing.

Whether you are in law enforcement, retired from the job, connected to someone who serves, or simply interested in leadership and human transformation, this episode offers a candid look behind the badge.

Topics include:
Leadership in law enforcement
How policing changes your perspective
The evolution of identity before, during, and after the career
Raw conversations between first-time cohosts
Personal growth, service, and self-reflection
The realities of carrying authority and responsibility

Make sure to check out Tattoos and Gurus and follow along for more honest conversations about leadership, life, and the experiences that shape us.

In this episode, I sit down with former LAPD Sergeant Jeannine Bedard to talk about the mandate, the actions taken by the City of Los Angeles, and the devastating impact those decisions had on her career. Jeannine stood on her beliefs, but she wasn’t alone. Eight officers were fired. She shares the cities take: if you won’t comply, you don’t deserve to wear the badge. But this conversation goes deeper than loss. Jeannine shares how the battle strengthened her family and helped lead others back to God. This is a story of conviction, sacrifice, and hope in the middle of hardship.

In this first episode, Tawny Ramirez shares her heartbreaking but powerful story. After reporting misconduct and domestic violence involving her ex-boyfriend to LAPD, Tawny says she was the one who was fired. What followed was pain, confusion, betrayal, and deep uncertainty — but through it all, she never took her eyes off Jesus.

This is more than a story about injustice. It’s a story of faith, strength, and refusing to let trauma have the final word. Tawny wants the world to know that her identity is not rooted in what happened to her, but in Christ.

Join us for this unforgettable first episode.