Have you ever wondered, “Am I still a mother… even though my baby isn’t here?”

Do you feel like your motherhood vanished the moment the world stopped acknowledging your child?

Have you carried the quiet ache of wanting your baby — and your identity — to be seen?

In today’s tender and validating conversation, we’re exploring one of the deepest questions grieving mothers ask: “Am I still a mother after loss?” It’s a question whispered through tears, tucked into late-night messages, and carried silently by women who feel their identity slipping away in the quiet after loss.

I share a story of a mother who, after a late miscarriage, returned to the same doctor’s office that had confirmed her baby’s heartbeat was gone — only to have her motherhood erased by a simple intake question. The pain of that moment wasn’t just about loss… it was about identity, belonging, and the fear that her motherhood no longer “counted.”

We talk about why this question runs so deep. Loss impacts more than emotions — it shakes identity, self-worth, and the story you thought you were stepping into. When the world stops recognizing your motherhood, it can feel like a part of you disappears, too.

This episode gently reminds you that: Motherhood begins with love — not birth. Not visibility. Not validation. Your baby mattered. Your motherhood is real. And nothing about loss can erase that truth.

• Loss affects identity, not just emotion. • You are grieving a baby, a future, and a version of yourself. • Your motherhood doesn’t end when a heartbeat does. • Love is what defines motherhood — and love does not disappear.

• Speak your baby’s name — aloud or quietly in your heart. • Create rituals that include them. • Wear something symbolic or meaningful. These acts aren’t small — they are declarations of love.

“What does motherhood look like for me now — after loss?”

Related Episodes:

• Episode 1: What I Wish I Heard After Losing a Baby
• Episode 4: Why Baby Loss Still Feels So Invisible

Disclaimer: This podcast is for supportive and educational purposes only. I am not a licensed therapist. If you are struggling with your mental well-being, please reach out to a licensed mental health provider, grief counselor, or trusted medical professional.

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