Filthy Little Secrets is a sex-positive podcast about the stories women rarely say out loud — and desires that don’t fit neatly into polite conversation.

In this episode, Morgan sits down with Michelle, a woman who slowly discovered that what excited her most wasn’t just sex… it was taboo.

Michelle shares how her journey began after leaving a controlling early relationship and stepping into independence for the first time. What followed was a secret two-year affair with a married coworker — complete with coded pager messages, late-night meetings, and encounters everywhere from a parked car to empty offices on weekends. For her, it wasn’t simply attraction. It was the electricity of secrecy, risk, and breaking rules.

The conversation explores a provocative idea: sometimes what fuels desire isn’t the person — it’s the boundary.

In this episode, Michelle talks openly about:

• why secrecy intensifies arousal
• how guilt changed for her over time
• navigating sexuality inside an open marriage
• intentionally choosing married partners
• separating emotional attachment from physical intimacy
• the stigma women face around infidelity

She also shares a series of unforgettable stories — public and semi-public encounters, impulsive decisions, and the moment she says changed her life: a 2:00 AM hotel meeting wearing only a trench coat and boots with a former high-school boyfriend, which she still calls the best sex she ever had.

Throughout the interview, Michelle returns to a simple philosophy: she follows what she feels drawn toward and answers to herself. For her, sex is freedom and curiosity.

If this episode challenges you, intrigues you, or makes you uncomfortable — that’s exactly the point. Filthy Little Secrets isn’t about persuasion. It’s about letting women tell the truth about their experiences without shame.

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If you're a woman with a secret of your own, you can apply to be on the show at:
morganhalebooks.com/podcast